More Hatred from Kidist

[super skeptic]

Except from some of the asspull she's gone on about, she doesn't think she's really black (or something to that affect- according to her there are two types of Ethiopians and she's the special not-really-black kind) Granted, denial of ethnicity could come from self-hatred but it's just as likely that she's fine with being racist against black people because she legit doesn't think she is one.

That's the story she has to tell herself to be able to live. Obviously, anyone who looks at her knows she's black.

[samurai_sarah]

The Asian women, as I've observed, appear more docile when with white men. But two of the loudest public arguments I heard in a street were between an Asian woman and a white man. I think this docility is an initial step towards "getting" the white man. But it is also a sustained camouflage throughout the relationship and even marriage (which must be really difficult to sustain, especially for the "feminist" minded, Westernized Asian women, and hence the arguments I was privy to in public). It is also a kind of passive aggressive competitiveness to draw white men away from white men. And why white men? I think it is a status/material thing. White men are more likely to provide better qualities of life for their families than Asian men would.

Who knew, I have the power to pull gay couples apart? Stand back pseudo-therapists, and let me work my female Asian magic... :roll:

[GolightlyGrrl]

Kidist, Still Hating Asian Chicks

http://cameraluc.blogspot.com/2012/06/r ... -chic.html

I almost feel sorry for Kidist (almost) because I think she might be mentally ill. She just seems so unhinged, whereas the Stinking Lousewife and Zuzu are straight up mean and bigoted.

[lilith]

Kidist, Still Hating Asian Chicks

http://cameraluc.blogspot.com/2012/06/r ... -chic.html

I almost feel sorry for Kidist (almost) because I think she might be mentally ill. She just seems so unhinged, whereas the Stinking Lousewife and Zuzu are straight up mean and bigoted.

She has outdone herself this time, and yes, she is fucking crazy, but I think the hate probably pre dates the crazy.

Wtf is with the Estee Lauder ad at the top that she makes no comment on?

And trying to show her intellectual superiority to book store workers? I've worked in specialist book stores, and I can guarantee that their hearts sink when she comes through the door and they try to get rid of her and her $5 paperback as quickly as possible.

And public displays of affection are only allowable with a Kidist approved romantic backdrop, Paris for preference? Cause people only show affection in public to create a romantic backdrop for her life, not cause, you know, they feel affection towards each other that they want to express?

It doesn't sound to me like the wait staff magically "got" where she was coming from and discreetely agreed, as she always assumes. If anything, they gave her poor service, not some kind of validation.

And the whole "slobby white guy with groomed Asian girl" thing is bizarre. My partner is overweight and doesn't care about his clothes unless he is going to work. And I tend to wear pretty clothes and makeup etc. But there is no deeper psychological connotation - I just like playing round with my appearance and he doesn't. And we are both white.

She is just truly truly bizarre. She must be so so unhappy with who she is and where her life is.

[Guest Anonymous]

Reading Kidist makes me feel so miserable. I know that I should be above it all, but this shit affects me. I want to scream with how crazy and irrational it is.

I mean, what is this mess?

I should add that the Asian cuteness is over-rated, and I think white girls are by far the more beautiful, if we are to make a hierarchy of looks, with blacks coming second.

And this?

Since Asians females aggressively shove in my face their alien, inter-racial couplings, i.e., muscling aside the traditional same-race relationships

Also, I've noticed that she loves to reassure herself by pressing her thoughts and beliefs onto someone who is not able to disagree with her because of their job. This time it is the book store people. There has also been a waitress and a shoe store worker. There is no way that she doesn't know what she is doing. She has to see their fixed smiles and their nervous looks and just know that they are humoring her.

I need to take a deep breath and stop being so angry.

[Makeda]

I have to say, my favorite part of her most recent post is the Science tag. My mouth was literally open in shock the entire time I read that post, but when I got to that tag, I had to laugh. Science, indeed.

[super skeptic]

Since Asians females aggressively shove in my face their alien, inter-racial couplings, i.e., muscling aside the traditional same-race relationships (Asian females are now more commonly with black males as well), I have no qualms about staring at such couples from where I am in the subway, at a cafe, or just standing at the sidewalk.

And I did so at this couple, although I was staring at the girl directly, and glancing at the back of the guy. The effect was interesting. The girl put on a terrified, trapped look on her face, and kept aggressively and cloyingly demanding the man's attention, from linking her arms with his, to rubbing his hands, to shaking her permed wavy hair back and forth. I didn't stop staring. I decided that they have a few choices in order to "deal" with my behavior. The guy can come and confront me, like a true "man," then we can have a real mano a mano; he can call the wait staff, then I can call the manager and tell them I've done absolutely nothing wrong; they can continue as they are; they can stop; or they can leave.

They chose mid-way between stopping and continuing, egged on by the Asian girl. She smiled, she scowled, she frowned, and finally, when the the dry seriousness of it hit her, she put on a terrified look.

OMG THIS WOMAN IS ACTUALLY SERIOUS. Seriously disturbed, that is. Yes Kidist, they are totally panicking because they realize how wrong their love is and not because a creepy woman is staring daggers at them. It must certainly be the former. I know when creepy people stare at me, I immediately start reevaluating my perfectly normal life choices.

She actually finds other people's relationships a personal affront. Ugh go live in a cave and cry for your soul, Kidist.

[Knight of Ni]

I must have the humor of a 12 year old boy because I laughed when Wang hate was mentioned. My first thought was well that's ironic since she's always writing posts about hating gay people. :P

[Marian the Librarian]

More from her latest post (italics/bolding mine):

Then, I just smiled, picked up my book and read my few chapters. All the waiters/waitresses were nice to me. One took so long to take my order (it was a busy afternoon) that I caught him rushing by and he served me with his profuse apologies. Another forgot my bill, so I asked him to bring it, for which he profusely apologized. Another sent me to the wrong exit, for which he profusely apologized, and set me to the right directions. I wasn't some loony, and the wait staff was on my side (I made sure of that). I left with a chorus of their goodbyes, and my demure smile from behind my shoulder.

Lots and lots of profuse apologies, from nice waiters and waitresses who were on her side and didn't think she was some loony...

With every post, this woman reaffirms her serious mental illness. I wonder if the Toronto police have taken any complaints about her public behavior.

[super skeptic]

More from her latest post (italics/bolding mine):

Lots and lots of profuse apologies, from nice waiters and waitresses who were on her side and didn't think she was some loony...

With every post, this woman reaffirms her serious mental illness. I wonder if the Toronto police have taken any complaints about her public behavior.

She's always doing that. Assigning thoughts and feelings to people who are PAID TO BE NICE TO CUSTOMERS. She just makes these wild assumptions that a tiny smile or nod means they agree with whatever she's THINKING at the time. Seriously, this woman is mentally ill.

[Dinaberries]

What a crazy, ignorant, evil bitch. I know that I probably should feel sorry for her since she's mentally ill, but I don't. She is a racist, homophobic piece of shit, and undeserving of my pity or sympathy. It's even more disgusting since she's a member of one of the most disenfranchised groups of people in North American, as a black woman...and a black immigrant woman, at that. It amazes me that in her experiences as a black, female immigrant in Canada, she learned nothing about tolerance or compassion. She just grew into a hateful cow. I seriously can't say enough about how much I absolutely abhor this "woman". I need to stop now...

[CanadianHippie]

More from her latest post (italics/bolding mine):

Lots and lots of profuse apologies, from nice waiters and waitresses who were on her side and didn't think she was some loony...

With every post, this woman reaffirms her serious mental illness. I wonder if the Toronto police have taken any complaints about her public behavior.

Honestly, if my server kept forgetting about me and gave me wrong information, it doesn't matter how profusely the person apologized I would assume I did or said something that royally pissed them off.

[CanadianHippie]

I came across Kidist's facebook https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001771246112

but it's locked down. I am so tempted to message her and call her out on bigotry against people of color since she forgets that she isn't white as snow herself. This woman blows my mind and I love how she posts racist drivel on her blog, but doesn't allow comments through. This woman is a real piece of work and I hope she gets what is coming her way sooner than later. Sorry to get so fired up, but this woman boils my blood. Ass-rat needs to climb back into the hole she came out of.

If she allowed comments she would have to deal with every other poster reminding her she's not a lily white speshul snowflake.

[Maude]

I'm really tempted to ask around about her the next time I'm in Toronto. If I happened to see her, I'd be torn between wanting to cry and run away and wanting to talk to her though.

ETA: Anyone know whereabouts in Toronto she's located? I know we've probably discussed this before, but I can't remember and I'm feeling lazy right now.

[fundiefun]

If she allowed comments she would have to deal with every other poster reminding her she's not a lily white speshul snowflake.

She has her email on her blog where you can contact her I'm very tempted to send her a message reminding her of that very fact and she needs to face the fact that what she sees in the mirror is what the world sees and no matter how much hate she has it won't change her skin color.

[CanadianHippie]

I'm really tempted to ask around about her the next time I'm in Toronto. If I happened to see her, I'd be torn between wanting to cry and run away and wanting to talk to her though.

ETA: Anyone know whereabouts in Toronto she's located? I know we've probably discussed this before, but I can't remember and I'm feeling lazy right now.

No clue where exactly, but the description just up thread makes me think I was very close to where she is the last time I was in Toronto.

[kolga]

If she is for-real mentally ill, she can't help her delusions. People with delusional disorders cannot be "logic'ed" out of their delusions. She may truly believe that she is being targeted by Asian women. She may truly believe that there is a grand conspiracy in the fashion world to deny white women their true superiority, and she may truly believe that she belongs in that group. Delusional people are, by definition, incapable of processing information around them in accurate ways. I've worked with a lot of people with severe mental illness, and sometimes, their ugly delusions and hallucinations are really terrible to hear and process.

Please understand, I am in NO WAY trying to excuse her, or apologize for her, or in any way negate the fact that her writings and thought process are horrific. I'm just saying that truly mentally ill people, such as those with schizophrenia, often have horrible beliefs.

However, I don't believe that this woman is truly mentally ill in that particular way. She apparently is capable of working in an industry that's pretty cut-throat. She appears to be relatively successful in a way that most people with severe delusion disorders generally are not. She clearly functions at a level where she can get significant numbers of relatively influential people to take her seriously. All of that, to me, seems to indicate one thing.

She is simply a vicious, disgusting, pathetic human being, without a shred of empathy or understanding, who has created a fantasy world that puts her at the apex in order to feed a narcissistic sense of importance.

In a way, I actually pity her. Her posts on her blog indicate that she lacks something vital to the human experience - the ability to connect with others in a meaningful way.

[lilith]

She does seem intensely lonely.

She never mentions friends or dates (and she obviously has a complex about being single cause other women are stealing all the men, she has a problem with black men dating white women too, she just blames that on black women), she only mentions family when talking about the past, she never talks about the people she works with.

She also attaches ridiculous amounts of meaning to the polite behaviour of strangers she encounters, which says to me that she is desperate for human relationships and validation.

She does have some Internet presence and some Internet friends, but you can bet she gets a lot more negative online attention than positive. She wants to be taken seriously as an artist and an influential conservative thinker and the world isn't cooperating (cause she's fucking nuts).

So yes, there is a lot to feel sorry for, but I agree that she's functioning in too high a level to be psychotic. She maynbe a well medicated paranoid schizophrenic, but I doubt it. I think she is just a hateful elitist who believes she is so special that she "isn't like" the black people she despises.

[2xx1xy1JD]

There are degrees of mental illness and personality disorders. I also know people who are BOTH mentally ill and nasty/holding extreme views.

She's not successful in a cutthroat industry. She's working as a sales clerk in a clothing store - it's an entry level position. It doesn't take much talent to get an internet following either. I don't think she is stupid - she writes like someone who is well-educated, in terms of vocabulary and sentence structure. It's just that her "logic" is bizarre and shows some clearly disturbed thinking.

[Minerva]

Honestly, if my server kept forgetting about me and gave me wrong information, it doesn't matter how profusely the person apologized I would assume I did or said something that royally pissed them off.

Yup. If you are a major asshole, a bit of an asshole, whiny, stupid, attention-demanding, or if you think you might have accidentally come off as one of those things, and the person serving you food screws up your order, it probably isn't a coincidence. Yes, we will apologize and be friendly because we have to or we'll be fired. That doesn't mean we aren't messing with you for being a dick and making our job even less pleasant than it already is. Not saying I do that at my job, but...

[acheronbeach]

No clue where exactly, but the description just up thread makes me think I was very close to where she is the last time I was in Toronto.

I'd guess she's somewhere around the south east side of Yonge Street near the Toronto Eaton Centre. There are a lot of condos on the east side of the mall. There tends to be more office buildings on the west side. There are a few things that suggest this to me:

- She works at Toronto Eaton Centre

- She's mentioned eating at Fran's, and there's one on Shuter just east of the mall.

Several places she's photographed are within a ten minute walk of the southeast side of Toronto Eaton Centre:

- A little-known shop on south Yonge Street in one architecture post.

- Old City Hall on Queen Street, just southwest of the mall.

- The TD building in the downtown core.

- The coach terminal at Dundas and Bay.

- Union Station (the furthest place she's mentioned... maybe 15 minutes walk from Toronto Eaton Centre).

- The St. Mike's entrance just to the east of Yonge, just south of Dundas.

- A building just east of Yonge and a few minutes south, less than two minutes from the St. Mikes entrance.

They are all within a very small radius of the eastern side of Toronto Eaton Centre.

[Minerva]

I'd guess she's somewhere around the south east side of Yonge Street near the Toronto Eaton Centre. There are a lot of condos on the east side of the mall. There tends to be more office buildings on the west side. There are a few things that suggest this to me:

- She works at Toronto Eaton Centre

- She's mentioned eating at Fran's, and there's one on Shuter just east of the mall.

Several places she's photographed are within a ten minute walk of the southeast side of Toronto Eaton Centre:

- A little-known shop on south Yonge Street in one architecture post.

- Old City Hall on Queen Street, just southwest of the mall.

- The TD building in the downtown core.

- The coach terminal at Dundas and Bay.

- Union Station (the furthest place she's mentioned... maybe 15 minutes walk from Toronto Eaton Centre).

- The St. Mike's entrance just to the east of Yonge, just south of Dundas.

- A building just east of Yonge and a few minutes south, less than two minutes from the St. Mikes entrance.

They are all within a very small radius of the eastern side of Toronto Eaton Centre.

So I've probably seen her at some point since that's usually where I go when I visit Toronto. Poor woman, she so clearly needs help.

[acheronbeach]

See, I lived in that area for a summer (in a condo on Shuter), and I live there on weekends with The Boyfriend, and I've never seen her that I remember. I keep looking around the mall and... nothing. :( It's all very disappointing.

[CanadianHippie]

I'd guess she's somewhere around the south east side of Yonge Street near the Toronto Eaton Centre. There are a lot of condos on the east side of the mall. There tends to be more office buildings on the west side. There are a few things that suggest this to me:

- She works at Toronto Eaton Centre

- She's mentioned eating at Fran's, and there's one on Shuter just east of the mall.

Several places she's photographed are within a ten minute walk of the southeast side of Toronto Eaton Centre:

- A little-known shop on south Yonge Street in one architecture post.

- Old City Hall on Queen Street, just southwest of the mall.

- The TD building in the downtown core.

- The coach terminal at Dundas and Bay.

- Union Station (the furthest place she's mentioned... maybe 15 minutes walk from Toronto Eaton Centre).

- The St. Mike's entrance just to the east of Yonge, just south of Dundas.

- A building just east of Yonge and a few minutes south, less than two minutes from the St. Mikes entrance.

They are all within a very small radius of the eastern side of Toronto Eaton Centre.

Yeah, I walked all around there when I was last in Toronto and spent a whole lot of time in Eaton Center my first day there.

[super skeptic]

I found her address once with a Google search...or I think it was the Canadian white pages. I googled mapped it and it seemed accurate, since there were some townhomes across the street like she's described. It was a red brick apartment building, I think. You can probably still find it.