The last 3 nights I've had 3 separate dreams. Nothing remarkably good or bad, just moderate surreal to normal stuff. But in each there was one man.
I didn't see his face. In the context of each dream we were together in a long term relationship. I loved him and felt he loved me in that settled and secure ltr way.
In each dream there was softcore erotic activity, think Cinemax. Each time I thought the same thing, this is pleasant...I don't mind this. It wasn't that I was putting up with sex, but I didn't crave it either...it was fine. As far as it went it was certainly adequate.
I never knew his name, nor did I see his face. But from the more intimate parts of him I did see in the dream he's not a past partner. I didn't see anything I recognized.
I'm not seeing anyone. There is no one he reminded me of, no one I've been thinking about.
So who is this guy? And if I'm going to have sex dreams why can't it be better than merely pleasant.
My subconscious is letting me down ... but it's trying to tell me something. But what?