I know this is a boring blog, but I don't have an Instagram with which to be publicly annoying.

Today was okay.  I did not do the new terrifying/exciting thing I was going to try, but I will.   Today had other plans.

The tire pressure light lit up on the car so had to figure out what to do about that.  Between google, @Destiny, my son, and a new tire gauge* got that squared away.  

I paid a couple bills and instead of despair remembering how much easier this used to be, I was filled with a sense of gratitude that I was able to do so and that for right now, today, we're okay.  Thanks to my buddy Marcus Aurelius.

I tried to deposit money with a withdrawal slip and took me way too long to figure out why she was asking me what I wanted to do.  Thanks to my buddy ADHD.

I used a public bathroom and didn't die.  Yet.

I opened my glove box and found my prescription sunglasses I thought I lost months ago...they are my most favorite thing in the world and there was much rejoicing.  Thanks to my buddy St. Anthony.

Did some laundry, some dishes.  I'm on my own for dinner so I'm making Rice-A-Roni (chicken, in case you were wondering) ...my boys don't like it so it's a nice treat for me when I'm alone.  And might make a burger and eat it plain with A-1...because I am nothing if not a gourmet.  

But the best part of today was no tears.  No moments of self loathing, no anxiety.  Days like this are few and far between lately and they are a much needed respite when I get them.  

I didn't accomplish what I wanted to, but that's okay. I will.  After dinner, a shower, and getting into some snuggy pajamas.  

Speaking of dinner...I have to go check on it but I'm currently in the middle of a cuddle puddle of two dogs and two cats lying on me and each other on half of a queen size bed.  But go I must because Rice-A-Roni won't turn itself down to simmer.

(*actually two.  Read the package before buying something new is a lesson I've yet to learn, apparently.)