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'Iim not one to wax poetic. What's struck me is that we are becoming a family here, so I feel safe saying this. Look....I have several zautoimmune diseases crohns,psoriasis,fatigue,  and a chronically skip off events and fun stuff due to the illness. Lost a lot of friends that way plus I left the fundie church. This is sort of personal so please no trolls. Eating is not fun for me. I also  struggle with men--finding  attractive men who get it.  or even wanting to date me...are almost nonexistent. not surprising since I was the butt if jokes in middle and high school. I'd like to try to make something of myself by so fat I'm stuck as a receptionist.i want more than fundie education( no, I went to an excellent school, but people write me off fairly quickly.) stupid Heath. Any ideas? 


Curious and HA if this OT please let me know and I'll remove. Itmust be awful if nobody cares! Romantically I mean. maybe I'm meant to be a nun. Who knows .....and before everyone gets worried I'm fine..

meandering thoughts Monday....

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Hey, it's Monday.

Chin up  :)  Positive thoughts coming your way!

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You can post whatever you'd like on your blog (within the limits of our rules/ToU, of course), so nothing is really OT on your own blog :) 

Sending you positive vibes!

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I wish I had a magic wand for my life a lot of days. If I ever find one, I promise I'll pass it on when I'm done with it. :my_smile: (No sarcasm or put down.) I also wish I had some useful advice. I just know that there have been times in my life when I felt so stuck, but then something would change. So keep hoping. Try new things if/when you can and keep hoping. Big hugs!:my_heart:

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