I firmly believe that Braggie will never admit that any part of parenting is/was fun. Look how she is now with Shiloh and the current crying babies and how much she really really really really doesn't want twins.
Braggie lives to be a martyr, so to her hardisthesameasgood. Good in the sense that the world will see how hard her life is, how painful the pregnancies, what a selfless martyr she is, what a wonderful mother she is because she endures all the hardness and pain and crying and twins, and martyrdom because Jesus.
Braggie will not have happy fun memories of motherhood because to her it's not happy, none of it At. All. Ever.
I doubt seriously her children will have any fun memories of their childhoods with their buzzkill, suck out the all the joy, M is for Martyr mother.