I quit the paralegal job at the end of the three month trial period. Barely made it that long. The atmosphere in that office was oppressive & toxic, plus I wasn't receiving any proper paralegal training.
In the last few weeks I think I've applied for every museum\ historic site\ anything public history related job in North & South Carolina, with no result.
This is worse on my self-esteem than online dating, but at least I'm not being verbally abused by an employer.
Results came back... everything is normal. Levels are fine, doctor said the only thing they could do is wait til I get pregnant and then do additional testing asap. I feel relieved but also frustrated.