ok, cupid?
i've been disassociating for about 2 weeks straight, which has really impeded on my studies. I took a Vyvanse today to see if that would help, and so far it's working.
anyways, so I joined OkCupid on a whim because a friend mentioned it casually in conversation. it's very LGBT friendly! moreso than I thought it would be. I've met several people from Iran. I went on an OkCupid date Saturday which went really well!! we went out to a coffee shop kinda near me and I had a great fruit smoothie. the boy I went with is very sweet; he's interested in socialist discourse and how misogyny, racism, etc. all derives from capitalism and exploitation. not quite what to think of that theory yet, but it was nice listening to his opinion. I'm pretty excited for more dates, but knowing my BPD ass, I should take it a little slower.
i need to get a new shrink. i love my current one, but it's hard to get in with him because he's in Russia all the darn time (with family. he's from Yekatrinberg), and i feel like i need to try out new meds. prozac has been nice, but I think an SNRI (releases norepinephrine along with serotonin) would suit me, given how well I do on Vyvanse (Vyvanse releases both dopemine and norepinephrine but is expensive AF because no generic until 2025 ) i should stop with the pharma-babble, i'm not even in actual pharmacy school yet, still pre-pharm *sigh*
i should be writing a research paper on grassroots organizations but instead i am blogging about pharmacy and online dating. thanks FJ
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