I made this happen yesterday. Literally.
I honestly didn't mean to make someone kinda cry...welling up, not ugly cry...I pretended not to notice. Even though
I still felt bad...but I'm over it.
I get that audits aren't enjoyable for most people...
But it's no walk in the park for me either. I don't like spending so much time out of my comfort zone
I think the entire company wants to shove me back into my comfort zone...my pink clipboard and Hello Kitty lanyard is striking fear into all who cross my path these days.
(adorable by design - whimsy softens me and makes me appear warmer and more approachable to those who find me intimidating. Like putting bunny ears on a scorpion.
I'm actually surprised this hasn't happened yet...
And I am just trying to help. Would they rather hear it from me or the external auditors once it's too late? My shit is done...You can audit my processes all day long. They don't understand my tension...
And while I will never cross lines or compromise the integrity of an audit (and I know how dorky that sounds, but it's a point of pride with me) I am running around like a crazy person
steamrolling over helping people with things they should be more than able to do themselves
And things will be what they will be...let the chips fall where they may
Did that sound zen? I'm trying but I don't think I'm there yet - So help me God...if we get any majors someone will NOT enjoy the follow up conversation.